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September 30 big brotherokay.. so i'm a little down today...
don't know what happened..
maybe just lonely...
then i found out sth,which is kinda surprising..
but it feels nice.. haha
here's to my replacement brother:
hey, u
really great to know you, and thank god we live close
so even though i'm alone in this apartment
i know u r near me, that makes me feel safe
i have always lived in my little castle
never really get to see this world
now, i got u and my bf here
i think it's time.. or not.. haha~
i think i already said this in ur blog
but i have to put it in mine too.. and change a little!
u r a gift from my bro
i'm very greatful that u r in my life
u couldn't imagine how happy i was when i heard
u say i can call u anytime
at first, i thought r u just being nice, now i know,
u mean it.. u really do care.
now, i'm so happy..
even if u might boss me around
i will accept it cuz i know u care
even if u might bother me
i will welcome u cuz i enjoy ur company
it's good to have someone around
besides my bf.. u r probably the only person i'm close to
i know, we didn't really know each other that long or well
but i already feel close to u.. maybe it's the feeling i get from u
well, hope i'm not mistaken...
i think u r super nice and sweet(so far so good~)
it's nice to know someone like u
just hope we won't go against each other someday..
so, dear u, welcome, as a brother and a friend
and feel free to call me anytime too..
not a lot people call me,
i would really like to get some phone calls.. a public affairThere go the street lights, the night's officially on
I got the green light, to do what ever we want Gonna stand, outside, the box, and put the rules on hold Tonight Carte blanche, first class for the evening Ready, set, go All the girls stepping out for a public affair All night, that's right 'cause the party don't stop All the cameras come out for a public affair Who cares, let's rock, 'cause the party don't stop Hey Baby, I see you looking over here baby Are you gonna keep looking or get up? And talk to me Here's an opportunity that you don't wanna miss tonight Carte blanche, first class for the evening Ready, set, go All the girls stepping out for a public affair All night, that's right 'cause the party don't stop All the cameras come out for a public affair Who cares, let's rock, 'cause the party don't stop Do what you wanna do, tonight the world does not exist No, no, no Move how you wanna move, all my girls work it out, like this Give me room to shake, shake, shake All the girls stepping out for a public affair All night, that's right, 'cause the party don't stop All the cameras come out for a public affair Who cares, let's rock, 'cause the party don't stop September 27 gdfinally get into 2nd year of this stupid program
and it got me thinking.... and figured out sth
i know why i'm not a successful person..
not that i'm bad, just not... u know
can never learn how to use my time wisely
i guess this is my weakness
just hoping it won't always be like this
don't let bad habits destory u.. or me
i just don't know why i'm like this
just like a kid, can never wait to enjoy,
to play, to get out...
there r a lot of things i need and should know
b4 growing up...
maybe, now alone... i can learn, i can try
i can really know the world we're living in
truth hurts, hiding doesn't make it better
maybe it's time.. to come out and see
what i've been missing... maybe
maybe this real world sucks,
but will i love it??
do u??
September 25 nites最近 得到了一隻巨無霸大的polar bear
真的是 超可愛的
差一點 變成依靠
抱著他 就覺得滿足
軟軟的 很舒服
哥哥不在 自己一個人
說真的 還挺害怕的
要是又 聽到鬼故事
真是有夠 雪上加霜
tonite i think i can get somebody here
to make the nites less frightened.. maybe
fear comes form inside
courage and confidence r the keys
to defeat fear
but it's not that easy to find courage
and establish confidence
it takes time to get to the point
so.. for now, maybe it's easier
just find somebody to get through the nite
September 24 naïve天真的不得了 顯得有點呆 是好還是不好
如果就是這樣的人 是好還是不好
活在自己的小小世界 自己的城堡裡 是好還是不好
迷失在自己的原則中 不輕易走出 是好還是不好
說沒有心機 似乎又不是那麼一回事
不刻意強調自己 大智若愚 凡是隨性 開心就好
很愛笑 竟可以笑到讓人覺得尷尬
是掩飾還是自然 好像也不需要去探索
做自己 越來越容易
看別人 越來越輕鬆
有你在 一起看美景
這世界 還是很美好
看不透 人性是永遠的難題 人可以很瘋狂
悟不出 成熟的大道理 還是做自己最好
總有一天 可以嘗到 成熟那甜美的果實 freaking out nowokay school's starting tomorrow~ it's freaking me out now~
i have 2 face everything alone now, kinda scary, 4 me...
bro's in jp, dm's in tw... i'm here~huh...
really hope someone could b here w/ me
though not really someone i'm very close 2 b4, but yeah,
someone's here helping me, so thanks!!!!(u know who u r!)
heaven's above, i'm standing here facing up,
i can see ur face, i feel safe.. and i miss u. September 22 déjà vu
in translation- September 21 debutant
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