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January 05 for one dumb ass visa..i've already wasted so much money... really really pissed me off!!! it's not even something i wanna do or excited about i asked for a week off from work, but i'm not going on a vacation... and i will be doing exactly what i do now.. greet people and answer questions why? everything is just not going the way it was before why?.. why can't i take care of this on my own?? i've tried so hard to do things my own now.. learn to be independent, handle problems myself it just seems never good enough, i even question myself the possibility of independence is it just me or it happens to everyone? i'm not strong enough... not enough to make people listen to me but i really tried.. been trying to be brave doing things i used to be too afraid to do going to places i wouldn't go alone before talking to people w/ a total new attitude i guess.. still not good enough then... for this stupid visa thing.. i cried twice today cried when i asked for help.. i was frustrated and stressful really couldn't hold it anymore.. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate applying for visa always asking for a lot of crap and never easy and a waste of money.. for visa fees, mailing fees, tickets, copies, and the worst of all.. fucking notarization!!! for this crap.. i got turned down, and had to pay for this (and fuck! it's not cheap at all!!!!!!!) i had to go to downtown, walked around trying to find a place they are willing to do this.. when i heard it's $5 PER page for notarization i almost passed out rite there... cuz i have like at least 6 pages of stuff, which will be thirty something dollars for some crappy stamps and signatures for a visa i will only be using for 7 days.. WHAT THE FUCK?? total waste of money!!!! so fucking stupid!!!!!!! (but i end up doing it anyway to just get it over with.. which may still cause problems cuz not everything can be notarized) so anyway.. fuck the german consulate it charges 89 for visa, and 18 for ship my visa back.. man.. everything is around money dear mr.ma, sometimes i hate the way u say things.. 錢賺來就是要花的 放在那裡又沒有用 如果用錢就可以解決的事情 那就用錢解決 可以用錢解決的 還算容易解決的事 i already pissed off and u went on and said these things u know, it's not helping at all just made me feel even angrier.. more frustrated but deep inside, i hate to admit, i think u are right... man, fuck this world! |
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